I regretted dropping my f&n, if not, i would most probably in sec 5 now. Out of a sudden, regret going to ite. But choices are made, no more turning back.
Life sucks, fml.
I doesn't know how to walk through this damn life of mine.
Lose control of my emotions. Just feel like slashing my wrist and die. Out of control. I hate this. My emotions are ups and downs, this is getting sickening. How I wish, I'm born without emotion, thinking. Then, I can jolly well, no need to suffer all these.
I'm scared. But even if, it's really happening. I won't do what I'm not supposed to do.
Devastated. Frustrated. Irritated.
OUT OF CONTROL!