The past few days been staying at home, watching show.
Left shoulder is aching like hell. Went to see a doc at the polyclinic today.
Wasn't great, was referred to the hospital. I'm afraid.
But, at least dearest is there going through with me.
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Mum cooked curry chicken again. Great.
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Anyway, sometime i just hate human.
And, i don't understand why human always dump their friends?
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Yes, indeed. I was one of the human that is willing to give up friends for love.
But, i knew there is one friend whom i couldn't bear to dump her.
We went through many things, and many obstacles before we became great friends.
As well as, each other's best friend, i could say.
But, now. There is another obstacles. I wanted to hear explaination from you.
I waited for calls, or even a text.
Finally, i got it. I doesn't want to answer it.
I gave it to my dearest.
I lied, i wasn't asleep at all.
I hate myself for this.
I wanted to be at your side when you're down, facing problems.
But, where was I the other day?
Running away from reality.
My dear friend, I'm sorry.
Since the day where i last met you.
I decided to MIA from you.
I wasn't given a chance to even know what i have done wrong.
I was strike with faces of displeased and etc.
My best friend, can you tell me, i beg you.
My best friend, can you tell me, i beg you.
Am i wrong in borrowing money from you for our daily expenses?
Or,
I am wrong in letting you to wait for me for so long?
I wanted to know all these for many days.
But, i wasn't given a chance.
Why?
I'm truly sorry for not being there when you need me.
But, will I be given a chance to do that again?
And, will i be given a chance to hear your explaination?
I'm waiting. I'm really waiting.