You didn't get what i'm really trying to say in the blog and you make the assumption that you're right. Yes, gossiping is girls' nature. But true friends don't gossip about the friends that really treasure. You claim that you asked me out all the time, then i will let it be. God knows it. I doesn't need to argue about it.
You said i'm the one making a big fuss out of it. Fine. I will let it be too. Everything you girls said are true and right. I'm always the one in the wrong, always the one who causes trouble and always the one who break friendship, alright? Does this satisfied you?
Aileen & Alicer are the only one who feels hurt because this friendship ended up like this because of trival matter but i don't feel it at all alright? I feel nothing, i'm numbed. You girls got parent gave birth to you all, i don't have. You all are the most pathetic, pitiful one. I'm just a trash.
Indeed, i said, i treasure this 4 years friendship but after thinking throughly, i decided to gave up. Take it that i'm running away from reality or what. But, i've my own reasons. You girls move on with your life.
Especially my best friend, i'm truly sorry. But, you've greater friends around you. I believe that they will be the friends that will be with you for life, and i think Aileen deserved to be your best friend more than i do. Sorry.