Going out with dearest to get word search, child-play.
I wished i was still a kid, but i need to grow (:
MIA-ing from the world. See you, human!
I wish things wouldn't turned out this way, but my heart was shattered.
I trust you girls, but everytime i was disappointed. But, it wasn't your fault because human tend to have expectation.
I shouldn't expect too much from you girls. Sorry.
My bestie, you're my listener, pillar.
I trusted you, share happiness & sadness with, the most.
We smile, laugh, cry together.
We helped each other up.
In the end, you disappointed me too.
Was i in the wrong to lend money from you, or was i wrong to let you girls waited?
I wasn't even told what i was wrong in yet, i was already strike with faces.
All i expected from you girls was truthfulness, whatever i was wrong in, just tell me, don't strike me with faces straight.
Maybe i was too sensitive or maybe i was wrong. But i doesn't want to listen to any explaination.
I know i am selfish for not giving you girls a chance to explain.
But i need time to heal. And, i'm afraid to get hurt again.
Even if, you managed to explain everything, what was the point?
I wanted to be stone-hearted, but i knew i was created soft hearted by God. I'll obey God for this.
Because i know i'm weak inside, i don't bothered to be tough outside anymore too.
I want to be who i am, i want to grow as myself, and not the fake me.
I will go MIA for days, weeks, or months to heal myself.
When i'm much better, we shall talk about it.
And, maybe by then, it'll be the time for explaination to everything.
See you, friends.
Daddy, heal me.