Gave school a miss today again ): Slept only at 5am in the morning. And woke up at 9am. Shocked. Decided to not go school because by the time i reached school, i will only left with 3 periods of lesson to go. So, sleep till mummy is home.
She started to nag and nag and nag. You're too much, i tell you. I hate you. I hate you. You and daddy are no different at all. Yes, you guys think I'm like that right? Alright, fine. I'm like that then. Am i really your blood related daughter or you adopt me from somewhere? Even when I'm having a high fever. You hear me? HIGH FEVER ! Where are you? Working. What if i happened to have H1N1? Do you even care? All you know is to nag and nag and nag. You ask me to drink hot water. Do you even know that when i drink too much water, i will vomit all the water out? Do you know how suffering is that? Do you even know how suffering it was for me during the 3 days? Who is the one taking care of me? Not you, mummy. But my boyfriend! Don't you feel ashamed of yourself? Yes, he love me so it's his job to take care of me. But, I'm only 16 mummy. Don't you feel that you have the responsible to take care of me since you gave birth to me? All you care about is money. You only know how to look down on people when they don't earn much. Hello! You think you earn a lot? You think you're one fucking wealthy woman? Please! You're not! I feel so ashamed to have you as my mother. To my friends, they will always tell me that your mother is better than mine so don't always complain that she is this and that. Yes, you may be good or better than other people's mother in some ways. But, they never know what you've said to me. Mummy, you make me hate you to the core. You have hurt me so deeply. Once i reached the age of 21. You won't see me again. I will move out. I promise. I'll never forget what you and daddy said to me. First, is him. Now, is you. Marvelous. I will remember this for life.
Alright, enough of ranting. I want honey now ):
