I can't believe what my dad had said last night. I will never forgive you, you make me tear-ed so much so much. I hate you. You're not fit to be my father. How can a father say this to his little, weak-hearted daughter. Do you know how hurtful are those words? Yet you still have the guts to say that you dote me, you love me the most. Rubbish. Don't you feel shameful when you say all those things? Now, i finally know that what korkor had did last year was right. And, saying that people will harm me, they teach me bad thing. I turned bad because of bi, please. All this things doesn't need to be teached. Humans change as they grow. And, parents are the biggest influence to the changes that are made in their child/children. What you and mummy have done is the reason why i'm like that now. Not my friends or people around me. They doesn't have such a big influence, big impact, dumbass. You broke my heart so stop saying you dote me the most. You don't. I'll always remember that sentence you said. I've witness that you said that. I didn't lied. I didn't put words into your mouth. There is witnesses and it's the fact. I hate you, daddy.
Tolerance is what i need to have. Perseverence is what i need now. I shall wait, i shall wait. Once i'm 21. Once i'm married. You will have a hard time seeing me again.
Bi, take me somewhere we can be alone.
我想有个自己的家。
我想要有个家
一个不需要华丽的地方
在我疲倦的时候 我会想到它
我想要有个家
一个不需要多大的地方
在我受惊吓的时候
我才不会害怕
谁不会想要家
可是就有人没有它
脸上流著眼泪
只能自己轻轻擦
我好羡慕他
受伤后可以回家
而我只能孤单的
孤单的寻找我的家
虽然我不曾有温暖的家
但是我一样渐渐的长大
只要心中充满爱
就会被关怀
无法理怨谁
一切只能靠自己
虽然你有家 什么也不缺
为何看不见你露出笑脸
永远都说没有爱
整天不回家
相同的年纪 不同的心灵
让我拥有一个家
我想要有个家
一个不需要华丽的地方
在我疲倦的时候
我会想到它
我想要有个家
一个不需要多大的地方
在我受惊吓的时候
我才不会害怕
谁不会想要家
可是就有人没有它
脸上流著眼泪
只能自己轻轻擦
我好羡慕他
受伤后可以回家
而我只能孤单的
孤单的寻找我的家
虽然我不曾有温暖的家
但是我一样渐渐的长大
只要心中充满爱
就会被关怀
无法理怨谁
一切只能靠自己
虽然你有家 什么也不缺
为何看不见你露出笑脸
永远都说没有爱
整天不回家
相同的年纪 不同的心灵
让我拥有一个家