Backed from work. Alright, first day at work was fun. Ha. Very slacking la. Indeed what baby say was right, the thing that needed to be washed is not for human to wash one la. Ha. Very true. I was like serving mosquito more than humans over there. Superb not crowded. Good good.
Friday got double pay and i'm working. Shiok-ed. But i think i'm doing closing alone cause joreen not working. Sian-ed. I hate to be cashier. Stress-ed. I prefer to work something else instead of cashier sia.
I'm freaking fedup la. Supposingly only the two of us yet you go and ask your friend to come work just because she needs money. Can't she find job herself? D: Arghs, i know i'm super unreasonable now. But i just doesn't want someone else to be around. Hopefully baby can come back to work. Then i'll be very very happy le. Cause he's gonna be my first boyf that work together with me.
Things is very very different now. Everything. Even my parent, my freedom, my r/s. Arghs. After 'N' level, i'm so gonna let my parent keep their mouth shut. Arghs. Daddy, Mummy, You don't deserve my trust. You don't deserve my understanding, my respect. Because you didn't trsut me, didn't understand me, didn't respect me. So that's it. I hate all this reporting because of you 2. I don't like it. I hate it. Give me back MY FREEDOM! Fuck it.
I miss sharing stuffs with lesbo. I wanna cry out. I wanna cool down. I wanna break ties but i know i can't. I want freedom. I want friends. I want lesbo. I want baby. I want i want i want. Arghs. I want drink. I want go out. I want ton. I want to stay away from home. I want i want i want! Can anyone give it to me?