(suddenly have the urge to post)
HAPPY NIU YEAR (:
this whole new year was just visiting houses and getting hongbao.
my hongbao increases by a little, because of my married cousins (:
which is ohsocool (:
im seriously so in love with my little baby niece, 玉洁(yu jie).
not exactly niece because it's not my bro's daughter, but my cousin's daughter.
she is ohsoCUTE~ lahs.
she doesn't have a english name yet, but i have one in mind which is Samantha.
i know this is a very common name, but it sounds nice, isn't it ?
today celebrate new year with my bunch of friends.
Ailing, Alicer, Joreen, KaKhay, Daryl, HongYao, Marcus.
actually we should have Liye too, but he is absent from school today.
nevermind, still got next year (:
we had pizza, fried food ): , laughters and games (:
chatted a lot.. a lot.
2008 is over in just a blink.
2009 is a brand-new start.
Things is starting to go out of what i've planned.
struggling here and there.
i don't want to give up again, because of struggle.
there is no one i feel safe to share with.
im afraid of different things that no one will knows except for God.
but, negative questions is popping up in my mind.
causing me to keep thinking, looking into my brain and memories.
for the answers to those questions.
but, is there really an answers to those questions ?
idk, i seriously don't know.
i read through a card given by someone,
in the card, it said, don't let your passion lasts for only a holiday but forever.
i think that my passion has really lasts for a holiday and now, it's lost in sight D:
im afraid to share with anyone now, because i've bad experiences.
when it comes to sharing, im getting close-up.
im ohsotired, but debate is just in 1 more days !
ohmy D: research research research !!!
SAYONARA !
OYASUMI !
And, i learned a new japanese word today and that's
DOYITASHIMASHITE, which means welcome (:
it's pronounce as dough-e-ta-she-ma-she-teh (this is my own thinking)
it may not be really pronounce like that (:
